~`_ The Spirit of the Eagle speaks into the soul _'~

He says the most profound things. I have heard him talk about lots of things recently, including his view on gay marriage. We were watching Cake Boss and these two girls who were getting married had commissioned a cake from the shop. He went off on a tangent about how they aren't supposed to get married and have sex. I was like sex????  This kid hears everything, apparently, and he has heard both sides of the debate and has made up his mind what is right. I didn't even know about this stuff when I was a kid! Crazy world we live in... but at least he is not uninformed.

Tis the season for dead deer. I am glad that I am not in NJ just for that reason alone. I hate seeing the trucks with a rack mount full of venison. It's gross. They have their tongues hanging out. Trickles of blood going down their jaws. It's sickening. It's sad. It's just a crazy massacre of God's creatures. I mean, sure, you can't just have them running over the entire population of people, but there is a limit to how much people should be able to kill. I know they HAVE limits, but they are not greatly enforced. *sigh*

I HATE THIS MOUSE@!!

I have been taking loads of pictures, but have not yet put them all online. The great novelties that are digital cameras, allow you to capture pretty much anything at any time and be ensured that you got the shot you wanted. I adore mine! I take it pretty much everywhere I go. I have been able to get some amazing shots of the sky and moments in time that will never happen again. Wish I could have gotten a digital picture of my grandmother before she passed. *sigh* I have to make do with the shots that we have.

Leaving on a jet plane... Yeah I wish.

You ever just get sick and tired of being sick and tired? Tired of being looked over, rolled on, walked on, walked over, beat up, taken for granted, and taken advantage of??? I am in that mood RIGHT NOW... My brain is on the overload for the things that people do.

So... I finally got the inspiration to write my book like it should be written. I am up to 20 pages regular sized, which is like ... ten pages book form? I dunno. I am just glad I finally have the means to write the book. It's only been...what...six years since I started it? Never got it till now. I am determined to finish this book before April *when I turn the big three oh*. The publisher is waiting for my stuff. I just have to DO it already! Any thoughts? Advice? Wish me blessings! It's a heckuva story, for sure. Hey, it's MY life!

We are still living in a world of setbacks and miscommunications. I don't know when it is that we will actually move into our new apartment. There is still a heaping lot to do. My husband is doing his best, but he is only one man and has only one other person to help him. I am confident that he will be able to get it all done, but I am just not sure of the timetable. Hoping and praying that we are in our new digs by the beginning of January, though. I know there is still drywall, tar paper, plumbing, tile, and so much more to be done...but I have faith in him and our God who sent us. Every time I read something or hear a word it seems to be for us, to renew our faith and keep us bolstered in the hope that we have been given by God to see this through.

I was just getting started?

and I gotta sleep. It is about to be 4 in the morning and I have yet to bat an eye, really. I hate lackofhusbandsomnia. That is what I have decided to call it when I have insomnia due to the absence of my husband in the home.