at least not right now, anyways. I can't even do my digi-art right now...im so discombobulated and utterly destructive that I can't think of it right now.

here is where my last artwork is posted: Deviantart

Been so aggravated. Looking for a way out. Hope to have found some prospective places to rest my head. Tired of living under thumbs and glances. Tiptoeing on eggshells. Waiting to break free from the monotony of misery.

and then i look at my son, while he is asleep, and think of all the great things we can do together and the love we share...

then he wakes up and that dream is gone. replaced by the everyday mundane of discipline and tolerance. and me escaping through the portal of the WWW.