~`_ The Spirit of the Eagle speaks into the soul _'~

Yesterday I decided to go visit my mother and sisters...hoping to go out and have a bit of fun before I returned home. I got my wish. We all got our hair done with my brand new ionic ceramic LOVELY flat iron. Then we hung out till around 10:30pm. My little sister's friend called and we all decided to go out to Applebees for a bit of a light dinner and drinks. YUMMY Italian chicken Ceaser salad and a Cosmo. Divine. We all had a heap of fun laughing and chatting, till around 12:30 upon which I rushed home to meet my husband.

My father is not doing well. He has Alzheimer's (as does my father in law), but my dad's is worse. The things that I saw while I was there were so disturbing. I don't know how much longer he will be able to function in the house with my mother. He is so disoriented most of the time. He is a shell of the person he once was. It is really crazy to me to see him like this. He used to be a ball of fire, and now he is a smoking ember. I don't even know if there is anything that I can do except pray for him.